I need someone who is as spontaneous as I am. I need someone who will be okay with me randomly coming over at 3 AM, and unexpected road trips with no set destination. I need someone who will want to discover the small town cafés, and explore the hidden and beautiful parts of nature with me. I just need someone who appreciates this world, and the limited time that we are guaranteed on it as much as I do.
People spend too much time surrounding themselves by a bubble of their own pain and misery, relying on the ability to push away those who answer to their cry for help in order to feel a short lived moment of strength and independence.
If you want to be happy then go out and see things, meet new people, feel new climates and create happiness with others. Friends come and friends go, embrace the time that you have with them and create memories.
You don’t have to fight poison with poison in order to be happy.
When things get so dark that there’s nothing you can do to make it lighter, when everything you say gets twisted to make you into a monster, when you make yourself into something you’re not because it will be easier for everyone. When you have to pretend that you don’t give a shit. I am a nice person, I’m so gutted at how everything turned out. I hate this so fucking much.
DOES ANYONE ELSE GET LIKE REALLY HAPPY WHEN SOMEONE LEANS THEIR HEAD ON YOUR SHOULDER AND YOURE LIKE FUCK YEAH IVE BEEN CHOSEN AND YOU FEEL REALLY SPECIAL BUT THEN YOU HAVE TO STAY SO FUCKIBG STILL COS IF YOU MOVE THEYLL STOP LEANING ON YOU AND ITS LIKE NO COME BACK IM SORRRRYUWYY